I'm getting sick and tired of bearing the brunt of my mother's temper. It seems like at least once a week (and never on the days I have Uni) I'm woken by Mum losing it at something or someone and just generally making a load of noise that's impossible to sleep through. But when I get up I have to sit in the same room as her and listen to her lose it and I'm just so sick of it. And it's not always just in the morning. She loses it whenever things don't work out as she planned or something breaks or fails to work and it's tiring.
It's not that her anger isn't (usually) justified. But it's always loud and over the top. Sure, yelling at the computer for not working feels good but it's not actually helping and I'm the poor sod sitting two metres away listening to it.
She complains at me like I'm capable of fixing every single problem she has; and sure I get venting but venting about something I've just heard you vent about? Not helping. And she's just. So loud. I spend most of the time she's angry wanting to leave the room... I'm scared, honestly and I spend a lot of the time apologising because maybe that'll make her calm down and stop being angry. And she's not even yelling at me! Just in my general direction.
I just want it to stop. The end of the month can't come quick enough. A month without her (and Dad), no matter how much responsibly I have to take on, sounds amazing.
